When I was a 9 year old boy and loving the Lord, I saw an apparition of Jesus in all white, dressed as a shepherd on the wing of an airplane while it was still boarding. I erroneously thought someone was playing a trick on me to make me become highly religious. Then I became agnostic and got lost for 35 years. I began hearing, seeing, wrestling with the unseen and witnessing powers of the invisible spirit world. Evil spirits had come into my life as a consequence of my sin.
I nearly died at the hands of these spirits – both human and demon alike. I’ve noticed the humans lose their family and friends. They are scattered throughout the netherworld. They have anger and hatred in their hearts. They are masters at the art of deception. Their evil shall not stop without divine intervention and restoration of the soul. They thirst for all that only a most loving Creator can give them. I’ve discovered that it is the human condition that we are evil and wicked without God in the afterlife. The soul is in ruins and in need of salvation.
Father God reached out to me and I heard Him say, “the battle against good and evil has been here since the beginning of time.” God battles evil by salvaging souls through His Son, Jesus Christ. The Father’s voice sounds of greatness beyond this world. The room was filled with an ancient scent from a world long ago. God had done this to let me know that He was there in the beginning of man’s time.
I suffered at the hands of these evil spirits for 7 years until I learned that they were real and hence Jesus as well. This is how Jesus had found me to begin my undeserving vocation to be an adopted child of God. He left the flock to find that one lost sheep when I saw Him on the wing of that airplane 35 years earlier.
Luke 15:4-6. What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!’
I prayed to Jesus that He would not leave me here to be evil like these spirits. He put my deceased mother behind me. And a most loving scent of her holding me in her bosom as a small child came over me. Jesus had done this to let me know it was her. He was letting me know that I would be with my mom and that He would deliver me from this evil condition known as hell.
I asked Jesus who these spirits were persecuting me. He told me through the Spirit of truth that they were the dead. I could see that they were lost and inquired about them going to heaven. Jesus had sent down the Holy Spirit stopping in front of me and pointing at me. He was telling me that I would make atonement for them. And that He would forgive them of their sins and deliver them into heaven. Jesus is mighty to save.
2 Maccabees 12:46. Thus he made atonement for the dead that they might be freed from this sin.
Later, I had a dream were Jesus had removed the anger and hatred from these poor souls hearts. Obviously, the work for atonement had been done. Then, with His powers going through me, He changed them back because the work could not be accepted until the door to my hearing and seeing them was closed. I am currently working on this.
Also, an angel made himself known to me. I’ve had many dreams and visions, some arranged by God and by the powers of the higher angels, guiding me away from sin, in truth, toward salvation. I thank God for my sufferings and wisdom gained. I am looking forward to being with God in heaven, seeing these spirits restored, and seeing my mom again.
This testimony is written for the glory of Christ.
Revelations 12:11. “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.”
“When I was a 9 year old boy and loving the Lord, I saw an apparition of Jesus in all white, dressed as a shepherd on the wing of an airplane while it was still boarding.”
Joel 2:28. “And it shall come to pass afterward that I will pour out my My Spirit on all flesh; your sons and daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.”
John 20:12. And she saw two angels in white sitting, one at the head and the other at the feet, where the body of Jesus had lain.
Jesus had appeared to me in what was most likely this same white.
“The Father’s voice sounds of greatness beyond this world.”
The Father’s voice would not be deceiving.
Psalm 99:2. The LORD is great in Zion, And He is high above all the peoples.
The sound of power wisps around His words as He speaks.
“Also, an angel made himself known to me.”
Psalm 34:7. The angel of the LORD encamps all around those who fear Him, And delivers them.
Once, the angel, starting with his wings, was being covered in the same white that I had seen Jesus in. Anyone in the physical world can see this white. Another time, he was calling out my name. His voice is more beautiful than anyone’s in this world. After a struggle with the evil spirits, he laid his head on mine to show that he cared. They are very loving creatures.
When Jesus had found me, in a vision, He introduced me to Saint Peter.
John 21:16. He said to him again a second time, “Simon, son of John, do you love Me?” He said to Him, “Yes Lord, you know that I love You.” He said to Him, “Shepherd my sheep.”
Mathew 17:18-19. And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”
“I prayed to Jesus that He would not leave me here to be evil like these spirits. He put my deceased mother behind me. And a most loving scent of her holding me in her bosom as a small child came over me. Jesus had done this to let me know it was her. He was letting me know that I would be with my mom and that He would deliver me from this evil condition known as hell.”
I find this to be a most loving thing that Father God and His Son do for their people.
Genesis 25:8. Then Abraham breathed his last and died in a good old age, an old man full of years, and was gathered to his people.
“They are scattered throughout the netherworld.”
Without the Son of God, we lose our loved ones in the afterlife.
Mathew 12:30. He who is not with Me is against me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters abroad.
I would like to share some poetry I had written during my struggles.
Evil spirits are in my closet, under my bed, outside my window, and in my head.
Wanting me in hell, giving me a choice, to my decline, I hear their voice.
About some demons, in and out of my dreams, except for their powers, they go unseen.
God knows where I have been, evil spirits driving me insane, being defiled through sin, there’s nothing to gain.
For deliverance, obedience is clear, I pray to Christ, to always be near.
I have both seen and had conversations with demons. One said that it was his job to do evil to me. I was also told that they settle their differences with violence. And I was possessed twice by a demon masquerading as God…his deceit was short lived.
Leviticus 19:31. Give no regard to mediums and familiar spirits; do not seek after them, to be defiled by them; I am the Lord your God.
Mediums and familiar spirits involve consulting the spirits of the dead. All contact with these or other spirits was strictly forbidden in Israel. It demonstrated lack of faith in and rebellion against God.
1 Peter 5:8-11. Be sober and vigilant. Your opponent the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion looking for [someone] to devour. Resist him, steadfast, knowing that your fellow believers throughout the world undergo the same sufferings. The God of all grace who called you to His eternal glory through Christ [Jesus] will Himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you after you have suffered a little. To him be dominion forever. Amen.
“I prayed to Jesus that He would not leave me here to be evil like these spirits. He put my deceased mother behind me. And the most loving scent of her holding me in her bosom as a small child came over me. Jesus had done this to let me know it was her. He was letting me know that I would be with my mom and that He would deliver me from this evil condition known as hell.”
“I asked Jesus who these spirits were persecuting me. He told me through the Spirit of truth that they were the dead. I could see that they were lost and inquired about them going to heaven. Jesus had sent down the Holy Spirit stopping in front of me and pointing at me. He was telling me that I would make atonement for them. And that He would forgive them of their sins and deliver them into heaven. Jesus is mighty to save.”
Our Victory Song
1 Corinthians 15:54-55.
“Death is swallowed up in victory.”
“O Death, where is your sting?
O Hades, where is your victory?”
My thoughts on Salvation
God in His immense love for mankind created humans to be with Him as part of a most loving heavenly family with the angels. There is nothing more beautiful for the Christian than this. To go against this is to go against all that we were created for. It is the human condition that we are evil and wicked without God in the afterlife. One suffers a spiritual death…the soul is evil, deceitful, and in ruins. Man is better off had he not been born. Hence, the value of salvation is greater than the sum of our lives. God is a righteous God and must punish sin. Due to man’s iniquities, man was unable to be with God and was to be punished. God in His great plans and love for mankind gave His only begotten Son as Christ, the Redeemer and Savior of mankind, so that at the time of bodily death, the soul of the believer can be salvaged(restored) by the divine powers of Christ. And, the believer may not suffer the unhealthy condition of being without God and His love.
John 3:16. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
God has proven His love for mankind through His Son, Jesus Christ.
Before & After
“Later, I had a dream were Jesus had removed the anger and hatred from these poor souls hearts.”
Jesus had removed the anger and hatred from the dead’s hearts with His powers. They went from varying shades of darkness to white. Their souls are restored before going to heaven to be with God, Jesus, the angels, family and friends.
Isaiah 57:15. For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: “I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly, and to revive the heart of the contrite.
1 Corinthians 1:18. For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.
Romans 1:16. For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to everyone that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.
God calls out to mankind to accept His grace in Christ for the salvation of their souls.
Romans 10:9-10. that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.